"If someone gave you a million pounds... "

Today i went to my grans to help her with some gardening with my mum and my sisters. My mum had a massive scranny at me and katy and stormed out with rachel, so me and katy went to grans on our own.
Most of the afternoon was spent with Katy swirling sticks in a mouldy bath tub full of manked up water and snails. We were talking about what we'd do if someone gave us a million quid and we came up with the ultimate million quid challenge that both of us agreed would be sickeningly hard... There would be a big fat sweaty spotty man with bad breath, and you had to drink his puke through a straw - now honestly who would do that... even for a million quid!?
Anyway after that me Katy and Rachel sat around throwing a pen at eachother, slowly speeding up untill it got to the point where we were trying to make it go at high speed and stab eachother.
On sunday night i camped out in zoes garden with ruth and hannah, we ate our own body weight in chocolate, played on adult-size space hoppers and sat up talking about how satan works and stuff... till a guy told us to shut up and threw a rock over the fence.
On monday me and my friends went out to take the dog for a walk for like 5 hours and some swan tried to chase us into the river lol ha ha ha the way hannah screamed.
On tuesday i went to town with my friend mouse, went to pizza hut and talked for ages. Hes pretty cool, havent known him that long but we're becoming pretty gd friends.
Tomorow im going to some sort of service for my Grandad which is just for the family, funeral on friday.
Last night i just sat crying and thinking about all the times i had with my grandad, I still can't believe he's gone. Its such a shock. My lifes pretty tiresome at the moment, one thing after annother.
I wish i could just run away, Ive thought about it lots of times, but that wouldnt be fair on my family or my friends. So life goes on i guess.